So far so not good. I've made a million excuses and just not started. Reading my original post on the last blog made me feel quite down too. Remembering how much it all meant to me and the things I wrote about making the most of every minute and not wasting my life. To have gone from that to sliding back to how I am now. So what is my answer ... to eat until I make myself ill. It's ridiculous.
Today I've not been feeling well and have a headache but that is just another excuse isn't it. I need to start taking this seriously and getting on with it. It's too late now for me to lose enough weight for it to make any difference to my holiday but I can make myself feel better for it. If I start now.
I have to admit I was also sulking because I thought no one wanted to read my blog but it turns out my friends couldn't get into it.
There are so many reasons I should be eager to do this. There were so many problems I had that went away when I lost weight and are now back. Back problems, constant heartburn, stomach problems, Not being able to fit into the bath is a particularly humiliating and depressing one. The effort it takes just to stand up and the struggle to get up the stairs. When I look in the mirror I want to cry. I can make all those things go away and I will, and document them on here as I do.
You can do it Helen. You have inspired me today. I will write my blog later maybe I can inspire you. I know how you feel though is so difficult knowing you have so far too go just to get back to your weight where you were uncomfortable before. I am there. But we can do this. And will.
ReplyDeleteI've just followed your blog so get on with it :-P
ReplyDeleteI have done! Been to body combat today.. How you getting on? Good day I hope
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